heres some of my story: Hey! my name is Terri. i was born September 15 of 1994. i turn 15 on the 15th of the nineth month. my dad is and always will be a drunk. as a kid he was never there for me and my sisters. he was either out getting drunk or cheating on my mom. or both. it always hurt watching my parents fight. i mean they throw anything and everything at each other. my dad calls my mom names like a sllut, bitch and so many other names.growing up i wanted to have a dad that did stuff with me. but i knew that would never happen. as time went on he became more and more into his drinking habits. it was really tearing our family apart. if my mom ever had to work second shift or had two jobs when me and my sister haley were little my dad wouldn't even come home to make us something to eat. we would have to wait till our mom got home. growing up i watch the pain and suffering in my mom. i knew she couldn't stand having my dad drunk all the time. getting older i noticed what an ass he can be. than two or four years after we moved to where we live now my brothers girlfriends mom got my dad hooked on to a drug. i forget which one thow. than came the time were my sister haley told my dad to get the fuck out of our house. and he did leave. but one day he went to my grandmas house and got his guns. he came back to our house and told my mom that he was going to kill himself if he couldn't have her. i remember hearing a gun fire from across the street. i sank to the ground and cried. as days go by my mom took my dad back. i didn't like living with him anymore. i mean i love him to death but i hated the way he treated my mom. and in March of 2008 the day finally came. my dad left us. he just got up and left. we are having trouble with out him but we are making it. the worst thing i hate about my dad is that he is normally drunk 24/7 but he wouldn't even do stuff with his own kids. but you could see him with someone elses kids playing baseball or something with them. that hurts. it makes me wonder if he even cared. i know you guys don't wanna hear about all this and that im just crying about it and all. but hey i want you to know what i came from. i know its not the worst and that there are people out there that have worse lives than me. and im sorry for them and i wish i could help them but i wanted you to know some of my life. so now to these days. i am 14 at the moment. i am in 8th grade. i go to Ashland Middle School. last year there. i am 5'6". i have meduim lenght brown hair with Bitchin' blue tips. i have brown eyes. i do wear glasses. i am not a virgin. i know im young and i should have waited. and im sorry if you hate me for not being one but thats ok i guess. i have few friends.i do like guys and girls. the people i like never like me back so i normally feel unloved. i have cut myself 4 times and i plan on trying to stop. because its hurting my friends and family. i am a music freak. i love any type of music really im just more into the rock type of stuff. i love trying to skateboard. i completely suck at it but i try and i wanna get better at it. i wanna learn how to play guitar. its always been a dream just like skateboarding has been. i get along better with boys. people say im a tomboy and i kinda agree. you see me with more guys sometimes than with girls. my mom hates me hanging with guys but she will have to get over it i guess. im bi and only most of my friends know. im afraid to tell my family at the moment. because im not sure if the will like it. i mean i really shouldn't care because its my sexuality not theirs. i have 2 sisters Haley(18 yrs. old) and Ashley(23 yrs. old). and i have 2 half-brothers. Brandon(27yrs. old) and Jeremiah(26yrs.old). i know i pry have more brothers and sisters out their that are my dads kids but i don't know them. so why should i bother really. i have a little kids brain kinda. i love little kid shows they are amazing. i act like one people say and they tell me to grow up. but im not ready too. i get called a poser and i could really careless about the negative things people have to say about me. i get hurt easily. i fall in love to fast. Stacy one of my friends says im clingy. but some people say im not. so i don't know if i am. well anything else you wanna know just ask me and i will be willing to let you know. thanxs for reading this if you did. love terri. btw some friends call me Aiden i guess its your choice on what you call me. make your own nickname up for me i don't care. Peace. and remember GET CRUNK. Bye

rock,metal,death meatal, emo, screamo, and so on. here are some bands:
boys like girls
aiden
madina lake
escape the fate
my chemical romance
slipknot
all time low
armor for sleep
linkin park
atreyu
fall out boys
hollywood undead
scotty vanity
Bullet For My Valentine
flyleaf
forever the sickest kids
hinder
tokio hotel
the veronicas
avenged 7x
hit the lights
the cab
brokencyde
paramore
metro station
hellogoodbye
cute is what we aim for
family force 5
secondhand serenade
saving abel
nickelback
seether
the fray
three days grace
dream theater
disturbed
lifehouse
30 seconds to mars
the maine
scary kids scaing kids
the ting tings
and many many more

boys, girls, skaters.

i don't do good with the preps really

James Walton
Aiden Atreyu(stacys brother)
Stacy
Steven
Buddy
Kane
Simon
Jenna Kelley
Dayna
Laura
Dustin
Kaley
any SKATERS!!!,
my friends from emoearth, vampirefreaks, myspace, myyearbook, youresolastyear, makeoutclub, blakeslounge and all my other friends

In a Relationship with my lover duh