| It' s the 18th and I' m 18. The sun is low and the grass is wet.
Life continues after death, and after heartache and after everything was said, I laid down in my bed. But I wasn' t afraid of the next morning, or that night. Or what would happen next week, I know. I could be gone any moment, and say I died today
I think I would be missed, by someone. But I haven' t lived.
I' m not afraid of dying. I never have been. I know it' s not my time to go. I haven' t lived enough to go.
There' s spirit in my voice and sparkles in my eyes. The sun rose just right.
When someone is there to share that with me, then maybe I' d be happy. I' ve tried too hard and for too long to just end up...nothing.
I' ve tried to survive so that I could make it. I know I will. |