Me being sad over the fact that I'm probably

                                                                                              Never will get to speak to you again. Will do me no justice.

                                                                                          I need to get back to my old self. So... What to do? I don't know.

                                                                                    All I know, is that I'm gonna have the memories, right? I'm not sure why

                                                                                 I'm really typing this, but I am/did. Maybe someday you'll come back again

                                                                             and our plans would continue on, and maybe you wont. But I'll never forget you

                                                                            That's a fact and a promise.I'll love you forever and always. Like we always said.

                                                                 I'm not sure why I tyed this. Like I said, but I actually feel somewhat better. So I guess it was worth it?

http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3BpY3R1cmVzJnVzZXJpZD02NDQwNTQy

Just looking around Myyearbook. I see a familiar face. I look at the rest of the pictures. Oh what a fake.

I don't think Benji would like this person very much>:( I'm 96% sure the first picture was him >.>

Finally, I've understood why I don't trust people. Thank you.

I'm just so fucking done.

I've missed an old friend of mine. I knew I could always count on them though.

But never again am I falling for peoples fake sorrys and hugs. Nope.

I'm trusting no one, Cause I know in the end... You wont be there for me.

I'm sorry AshLee. I really am. I'm just done.

Honestly; how many of you clicked on this cause it said sex? I bet if it said something like "help me" you wouldn't have clicked on it >.> I'm just kidding(:

NOTHING EVER FUCKING EVER EVER FUCKING GOES RIGHT. I'M SO SICK OF THAT SHIT. I'M SO SICK OF NOTHING EVER GOING RIGHT, AND HAPPINESS NEVER LASTING. I'M SICK OF THIS GUT FEELING THAT SOMETHINGS GOING TO HAPPEN. I'M TIRED OF THIS PARANOIA AND ALL OF THIS! >_<

I'm sorry, but I needed... that. So end of story. ladefuckingda.

I have a pretty bad headache. I haven't had a headache this bad in a long time.

Unfortunatly, because of my stuborness with pills. I haven't taken any.

So,hmm,Make me feel better? >:(

I'm frankly really tired of these oh so called;"random posts"

Random my ass. Stop posting multiple blogs about useless shit. That mind you know NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ABOUT,and honestly,never will.

I don't care if that was blunt or RUDE. No that wasn't rude. I've been on EE for way to long, and this is my first blog. Cause you people are pissing me off

with your FUCKING IDIOTIC RANDOMNESS! I hate that word with passion, a pure passion.  It can suck a fuck and die for all I care.

Anywhore, you really don't need to put up so many god damned blogs/post about how "emo" you can be. Seriously, those profiles stating that you cut yourself, are ridiculous.YOU ARE A PURE IGNORANT FUCK if your posting that for the internet world to see. Does your MOM know your this retarded? I hope not >:( Anyways, I am done. No need for comments. I just felt like stating useless information for once and complain about something for once. Have a good night or day<3

Dear AshLee,

I love you doll face.<3333