i was born i oregon ive lived there every other year of my life- my dad lives there- the other half of the time i was in varroius places across alaska with my mom- i have lost count on how menay times i have moved- also alot of other things- like, times ridden on an air plane,how mwany schools, #of moms always changing abusive bf's, usless tears cried, un helpfull screams passed through gritted teeth, falsified smiles, ect. - i hav always been an outsider barly managing 2 fit in- i have been treated lik i dont desreve to breathe- after a while i jst stoped caring, about everything- so my freshman and sophmore year were both spent at the same school with my dad- i tried to smile and put on a pretty face- but y? - as i stayed there longer some frindships held true- i never dated but not cause i wasnt asked- (aperantly ppl think im attractive. i dissagree) -i never felt like i cld trust guys- now im in texas with my grandma - i am a junior and i hav a bf - he has tought me 2 trust and to care - ppl here r generaly nice 2 me -things arnt so bad - all i need is understanding - i act with out thinking an it gets me i troubble- im rly a good girl - pretty submissive - but ive been trying to break free of those bonds holding me back- whatever