*sitting all alone*
*resless in the dark*
*not knowing what is wrong*
*i think you might be gone*
*i grab my only true friend*
*he tells me he loves me*
*then he cuts me again*
*you know you broke my heart*
*no effort to make a new start*
*you know i want you here*
*yet you stay so distant*
*when i turn around*
*i..i....i cry in the dark*
*but this time i cant handle it*
*he comes alive again*
*he tells me he loves me*
*when i dont reply*
*he tells me goodbye*
*i look at him with blood filled tears*
*he cuts my wrists*
*i have nothing left to say to this*

*now i am laying in bed*
*a pool of blood surrounding me*
*you come in....*
*you start to cry*
**bc to you i said goodbye**

sit me down in a dark room

give me something sharp

let me rip apart my arm⇔

mutilize my body in may places

familiar faces disapear...

when i cut deep...

my blood seeps from my arm

i cry many black tears!!!!

then i awake from what i thought was real..

to a life i now know how to say goodbye

get ready, get set, time to die.....

and that is a CUTTERS HEAVEN!

March 1st,2008