1-13-09

So My Life Has been falking apart at the seams. You'd Have to REALY know me to fully understand this, but i just need to vent for a while.

On December 26th is where it started. My bestfriend hadint seen her Counciler in a month and was edgy, (they think shes Bi-polar, severely) and her and i fought. She Said My Boyfreind of pratically 7 1/2  months "Treats me like shit" when honestly, Hes the best thing ive ever had here for me in this middle-of-nowhere  town. she said she didnt want to affilate with me untill i broke up with him. So I said to her, basically, Fuck you. She Wasint going to make me throw away the only thing i had left that made me truly happy just because shes so fucked up and relies so much on me that she "Needs: to have my full attention to Her every minute of every day and never any time to me, or My Boyfriend. I Said right to her face"You know Sammie...When everything doesnt have to be about you, And whet maks ME happy and whats best for ME actually fuckin matters....Give me a call...untill then im done." And i Walked out of her door, My boyfriend already on his way to get me frome her house since he lives near her, And started walking down the road and met up With Him not too long after.

What Is the definition of a best friend? Someone you can trust...Someone like you who understands you....someone who will let you be you....someone who wouldint want you to change for the world. I felt none of that with her...she changed me, and made me something i wasint, and ontop of that triedto make me throw away the only one who makes me myself agian. Is that a friend? Oh, and she said to my Boyfriend on the bus..(exact quote) "She's Just gonna leave you. She cant help it, thats just how she is" Making me sound like some kind of fucking slut.....Ughh...im just pissing myself off more >.< Well, im outie...Peace...Comment..Message....care....Dont Care...Whatever...

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