Okay, So i'm officially sick of Team Edward and Team Jacob. So how would you like to join the new craze set to stun the world.... or this website.

Be a Jordanite.

Basically, I'm bored. And I'm looking for a bunch of the finest lady-folk on EE to join my wicked-cool team. Basically, if you know me or think I'm the shit on a stick, then just comment this very blog saying you're in. If not, thats fine too. What will happen is, I will create an album on my profile entitled "The Jordanites". You will have to take a picture with "I'm A Jordanite" somewhere in it, and It will be put into the album. Your name will also go in the list of Jordanites on my profile. You will aslo have to post the special "I'm A Jordanite" logo somewhere on your profile, which I'll link send you the html for (cos im nice).

"What Do I get?"

Apart from a feeling of awesomeness? Okay, I will send each Jordanite 2,000 points as a thankyou. Simple, right?

Fancy it? xD

RIGHT.

Im off to watch Paranormal Activity.

Commetns make you sexy.

So tonight it's Children In Need.

Children In Need doesn't just happen once a year, it runs all year round, but tonight is the biggest night for donations. I personally will be donating anything I can to this charity as it is a very worth while cause. I hope some of you will too.

In 2008 the BBC Children in Need Appeal raised over £38 million and for every penny you gave the charity, a penny went towards projects helping disadvantaged children in the UK. This year will be no different. Every year, thanks to public donations and the amazing efforts of fundraisers, schools, businesses and our corporate partners, we are able to provide support to thousands of youngsters aged 18 and under. The charity provides this support in the form of grants to organisations working with children who may have experienced mental, physical or sensory disabilities; behavioural or psychological disorders; are living in poverty or situations of deprivation; or suffering through distress, abuse or neglect.

Although this is a UK based charity and event, it doesn't mean all of us the world over can't join in and help those less fortunate than us. These kids are the same age as us, and they have it so much worse than us. We often find ourselves complaining about the food we have or our lack of money, but we still have more than some of these people. We have stabillity and a roof over our heads. It's time we gave back.

I'm glad to see the site is doing it's bit with all proceeds from advertisement going to C.I.N tonight.

Let's all join in. Wether it be to donate, or just altering our attitude towards our lives, at least for tonight, and be thankful for what we have.

If you wish to donate, and I really hope you will, you can do so by going to:

http://www.bbc.co.uk/pudsey/donate/

Thanks for reading.

x

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Witness the Stupidness.

Well, that was a lie. Could you imagine? I wouldn't last 10 minuites in prison. I'd end up being carresed by some guy called Stabby Pete. Bad times.

But yeah, EE appears to be dead today. Nothing's happening and I'm bored. So what's good at the moment...

A week today til the We Are The Ocean gig. Support bands are Flood Of Red and All Forgotten, both of whom I've seen live before, and they were awesome.

Getting my hair cut tomorow. Won't be all that different, but i'm getting it all trimmed and tidyed, getting the flicky bits at the back chopped and then restyling the  fringe. Quite looking forward to it.

I'm on an official download binge. Just downloaded alot of Framing Hanley and Deez Nutz. Good times.

anyway, someone comment me ffs.

Something that has always escaped me, is Vampirefreaks.com. I don't quite get it. I once created an account on VF, got lost and deleted my account due to frustration, all in the space of 10 minuites. It just looks so unappealing, yet I would like to see what the fuss is about. People go on about VF and how great it is. Maybe I should create yet another acount, and actually try this time. Maybe I'll find something I like.

Is it worth the hassle?

Your Penis Name Is: Colonel BigKeep it in your pants!

Well, the interview went terribly. They didn't like me at all. They made a remark about my hair, despite me trying my hardest to make it look normal by keeping my fringe out of my face. They don't like my piercing, and say that If i were to get the job I wouldn't be allowed to wear it in at work, not even with a retainer. I was stuttering badly due to nerves, and when asked to describe something I've done that I was proud of, I couldn't think of one single thing. I feel that I have blown any chance I had at getting this job. They're hardly going to hire a stuttery scruff-bag, are they.

Bollocks.

/sequence.

I have an interview today. It's for a job at Comet, which for all you yankie doodle's out there is the biggest electronics chain store in the UK. When I say "wish me luck" I mean it, i need it. I am without a doubt, the most awkward person in the world. I'm no good at interviews. In the past I have been known to swear, make fart jokes, laugh when he says "the position is hard" and stop halfway through to ask how i'm doing, all while being interviewed. I'm useless.

So, Wish me fucking luck.

BT decided to cut off my broadband for a whole 3 days. This means that i was unable to recieve emails from possible employers, resulting in me actually missing an interview today. Not only that but I am quite sad to say, you don't realise how boring life would be without any internet at all. Im not talking about missing a certain website, but more the internet as a whole. It provides so much possibility for entertainment.

Now, you'd expect this to be a blog praising the internet, but re-read the title. I hate the internet. I hate how adicted you become to it. How sooner or later, despite trying not to let it... in some way it consumes you entirely. Wether it be through facebook, messenger, myspace, bebo or here, everyone becomes submerged in a little internet world of their own. It's a sad fact, but true nonetheless.

Anyway, i'm back now.

COMMENTS PLZ.

It seem's to me that timing is everything. You hear people saying it, but you never actually understand fully what it means until you're faced with it personally. You could be happy, then something can challenge that happiness and make you rethink it. I had wished for something a few months back, something that i had always dreamt of. It didn't happen for me, so I moved on and found something new, something good. But now it seems the thing I wished for is closer now than it's ever been, and I can't grab it, for I moved on. Maybe I didn't move on? Maybe I told myself I did, to soften the blow of knowing that certain things were out of reach.

I guess I haven't got a clue what the message is here. Maybe you'll read it as "Don't give up on your dreams". Maybe you'll see it as "Fight for the one you love". Who knows. All I do know is, that I would give anything to go back, and I would grab my wish with both hands, and never let go. 

It's okay to have your cake and eat it too, but It's not possible. Or at least I don't think it is. 

Let's raise our glasses, to hopes and dreams, and to those who have been lucky. To those who's came true.

<3

On a lighter note, I will in fact be back online tonight. So you should see my studio shots tonight, rather than tomorow. I'll post a blog with the link.

x

So today, I got my pro shots done. I haven't got them yet, as they need to be edited, cropped and watermarked for use online, but I got to have a look through them all at the end. They look pretty good to be fair. Apparently I'm highly photogenic? Who knew...

Although, It was hillarious when we get half way through and she says "Right, Shirt off". So look out for some pretty phit pictures pretty soon. Im away tomorow, so I wont have them up then, but they should be up friday morning sometime. (:

All in all, It was alot of fun. I look forward to letting you all see them.

x

 This is a rough recording of the song "I Am The Counterblow, But You're Not Perfect Either" by a local band called Promised Only Lies.

They're pretty awesome live, and they're great dudes to hang out with.

Check it.

So, on wednesday i'll be modelling for pro shots in high key. It's a favour to someone on a photography degree. So look out for some new pictures on wednesday/thursday. (:

x

Or spreading the legs?