I wrote this email to a friend...

1: beware of rant
2: are you ever gonna call me? Im lonely and want to talk to you!<3
3: beware of sarcasm, cursing, and hating of life.




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Wtf. So im in bed and my friend calls right? wants to know if I went out with this guy. I didnt. so she called the guy and got my so called friend david, who said I was a fucking liar and not to trust me since I was a fucking slut/whore/emobitch. then he sent pictures of me around the school (when we were playing truth and dare) and my dare was to flash everybody, so I did. and he got pictures and put them on myspace, and sent them to 6 other people.wtf? And then, this douchebag just broke up with my cousin and asks me out, ( I went out with him for less then 24 hours) then when I dumped him he went right onto my cousin yet again. hes dumped her and cheated on her over 16 times already and their trying it again?
So im talking to my friend and it seems that When I told my other friend(brittney) I saw him cheating on friend(katrina) with my cousin (keeley) she dumped him (good for her) and the next day he approached me and thanked me for "getting rid of that bitch" for him. but then it seems he was talking to britney about how I ruined his relationship with katrina and how much of a bitch I am . his story was that he called me a bitch and I stormed off and told katrina that lie to make her dump him.wtf? I dont fuckin lie, except about doing homework=x
but what student doesnt?
Still, wtf? Wth is his fucking problem? he is the one cheating on my cousin with my friend, and he is the one who is always involving me in shit about his life and telling me everything so I can fix his problems.btw this guy is a dude named david, one of the ones that whence I dyed my hair  and made my life hell because I copied his "girlfriend" who is my cousin. no, ive been wanting to die my hair since I was little, ive always wanted my hair to be black longer then when it came into style.
you know what? screw him. and the rest of my friends to. I dont need to add their fucking problems to mine, they can go fix their own shit.cept they cant, and if they didnt have me they would need counseling. thats what they tell me. fuck them. they say they need counseling? Im the one fucking seeing a counseler because of them and their problems and never having time to deal with mine!its fucking bull and.........
I swear one of these times I will snap and seriously hurt somebody. this is crap and I refuse to deal with it anymore....actrually I probably will turn back into my timid self and help them with everything as soon as I wake up tommorow morning because of my stupid human need to be accepted loved and talked to.


Except you. you can feel free to tell me anything you want ^^ I like you of course and it makes me happy to feel I may have helped you in any way. but with them, I never even get a thank you, all I get is stupid rumors and lies. see what trying to make the world a better place does? I think Ide rather fuckin die then keep living in this fuckin shit hole of a world.
End rant.


* so wtf is up with that? why the hell do people think they can walk all over me?