Alone
Posted: Dec. 18, 2008 - 2 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
I'm so alone
Physically, emotionally
I can't remember the last time I really smiled
My life has been reduced to sitting in my room and crying my eyes out with a fucking razor.
I can't even cry anymore.
I've forgotten what it is to laugh
To smile
To love
To live.
I've forgotten life
I've forgotten everything I found familiar
I don't know whether or not to just end it
Because obviously no one wants me alive.
If you're going to comment on this,
Don't be hateful.
I think hate is really the last thing I need right now.
I don't care that I sound whiney.
I don't care that I'm pathetic.
I'm so fucking alone.

-Chase
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