I feel like my soul has been ripped out.
I'm a fucking hollow shell.
I feel so fucked when I think of how stupid I am.
I barely feel anything but pain.
I have nothing left.
I can't go a day without thinking of suicide.
I don't know why, I hate suicide.
I just can't think.
I had her.
She fucking kept me going.
She kept me thinking I'd go another day.
She kept me fucking alive.
Now, she doesn't give a shit.
I love her. I love her so damn much it hurts.
I'm trying to move on, I can't do it.
I need to get away.
I need to run.
Fuck it all.
I'm screwed anyway.
Every time I think about her, I feel happy.
Then I start to cry
Because I know she doesn't care
I know she hates me.
Hates who I am.
Hates what I believe.
Hates every fiber of my being.
When I see she's online,
I get off the computer.
I can't talk to her anymore.
I want her to be happy, and I'm not the one to do that.
I just...I can't let go of her.
I'm so fucked.
~~Lynn~~
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