im a weird unique girl i write peotry to communicate to people here let me show you:
I MESSED UP AGAIN

THE PAIN AND SORROW ARE COMING BACK

WHY DO I KEEP ON HURTING PEOPLE

HE WAS ONLY TRYING TO HELP

BUT I PUSHED HIM ..:A WAY

A GOOD FRIEND THAT I WANTED TO STAY

WHY DO I DO SUCH EVIL ACTS

AM I AFRAID

BUT WHY

WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME TO TELL THEM

MY BODY STARTS TO TREMBLE

AS IF I WAS IN TROUBLE

AND IS ABOUT TO GET IT HIT AGAIN

HE HATES ME NOW

SHE WILL HATE ME LATER

BECAUSE I WAS THE ONE

THAT TOOK HER LIFE

AWAY FROM HER

I READ THE MESSAGES

I KNOW WHAT SHE SAID

AND WHEN I TRIED TO FORGET THEM

THEY COME BACK IN TO MY HEAD

IM SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO

I WAS AFRAID OF TELLING YOU

NOT THINKING YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND

BUT ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO HOLD MY HAND

AND TELL ME DON'T BE SCARED

AND TELL ME NOT TO CRY

AND TELL ME THAT I WASNT THE ONE

THE ONE WHO TOOK YOUR LIFE

HATE ME I DESERVE IT

ILL CUTE FOR EVERY SIN

AND I WHEN I DO THAT

I WILL BE DEAD

BECAUSE TO MANY CUTS

WERE ALL OVER ME

SO I INSTEAD OF ASKING FOR HELP

I LAID THERE AND WAITED FOR DEATH

I LOVE YOU ALL

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT

I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU

I WANTED TO STAY ALIVE

AND ENJOY THE LAUGHTER WITH ALL OF YOU

BUT SOMETHING IS HOLDING ME BACK

THESE CHAINS OF MEMORIES

STABBBING ME IN THE HEART

IF I TRY TO RUN TO YOU

THOSE CHAINS WILL PULL ME ABACK

IF I STAY HERE AND WAIT

ILL ONLY BE WAITING FOR DEATH

WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE

CAN I LIVE WITH KNOWING THE TRUTH

THAT I HAVE TAKEN SOMEONES LIFE

AND THAT I HAVE HURT SOMEONES HEART

IM SORRY TO SAY THAT I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND

SO I WILL LAY HERE QUIETLY

AND TRY TO DECIDe

if you ask people they will tell you that i am fun to talk to im a good listener and willl always be there for you and help when you ask and im trustworthy loyal and all that good stuff lol i like a good laugh and if you dont believe me on all of this then just come and get to know me and you real see the me that people see everyday or will you??? lol

to tell you the truth i love every type of music from hard rock to alternative to rap to hip hop to puck to country i love it all

i like everything else that i dont hate like skateboarding and amusement parks hanging out with friends etc...

i dont like liers i dont like people that break promises